Okay the past few days have been very stressful for me. First I gained 2 pounds but that is no one's fault but my own. I allowed stress and worry take over my senses. Second the reason for my stress is 1) Middle son has been having tummy issues for a while and now they have referred him to a Peds GI and are doing a blood test for Celiac Disease 2) my oldest son has been having back pain for a while and went to the Ortho Specialist today and now they want to run a CT because he may have fractured (very small) a vertebra. The doctor is not worried if it is that it can fixed and gave him some medication to help him get comfortable. So all in all it has been 4 days of worrying and we still do not know anything!!!!!

I woke up this morning with the intention of getting back on track and then I blew it on breakfast. I knew I was a feelings eater but man I really have a problem with food. It is this love -hate relationship and I need something. It seems like the wind has been taking out of my sail and I don't know how to get it back. Tomorrow I have to go in for fasting blood work and I am not happy about it but I will do it. This Spring Break has really sucked!!!!!